Thursday, April 17, 2008

Loury and Faith

I had read that Loury was a converted Christian, but this article suggests otherwise:
"It was also around this time that Loury repudiated his religious beliefs. He had many long, searching conversations about his growing doubt with his Christian mentors and friends. He found it increasingly difficult to reconcile his religious beliefs with his faith in rationality and science. But the breaking point came with the death of a bright young woman who had worked as an administrative assistant in his office at Boston University. It had taken her into her thirties to finish college, and she was now pursuing her dream to go to law school. She'd had a wildly successful first year at BU's law school and had made law review when she died, suddenly, of a freak heart infection.

"I'm devastated by the tragedy of this young woman's death," Loury says, describing his feelings at the time. "Don't tell me that this is God's work and he knows better than me. You're just fooling yourself. You're afraid to look down in the abyss." He is still haunted by the image of the young woman's mother, at the funeral, smiling because God must have loved her daughter so much to take her away. "And basically I haven't been back to church since. There was no going back from that."
I'd love to talk more with Loury about this. I wish he could have read Wolterstorff's Lament for a Son when that event happened. I agree that death is not merely God's work. It's demonic - a plague, pure evil. But without a God, it's not even that. It's nothing. And his strong belief in reason and science becomes nothing too.

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